Dear friends, In June 2011, my days suddenly went dark. I lost the love of my life, the father of my children. I thought I was going to die, too. I thought to myself “maybe this is how it feels when the world ends”.
Overwhelmed with confusion, deep sadness, anger, It felt like someone just dropped a huge bri . . . . .
11 June, 2021 - Healing
A Letter to the Desperate Soul
Dear the desperate soul, You are here and your heart is heavy. You have questions and are looking for an assurance. Your heart is restless and you feel like at the end of the rope. When my world suddenly crumbled before my eyes, I was desperate and looking for an answer, looking for God to answer me.
26 May, 2021 - Healing
Empty, It was.
I still remember the first time I stepped into the house after the funeral. I opened the front door and was hesitant to go into our family room. It was different. It was unusual. It was empty.
Although for the following thirty days after my husband passed away, there were always . . . . .
20 May, 2021 - Life
How are you really.
There’s this one phrase that I love to say no matter what, (I think a lot of people would be able to relate to this) and that phrase is, “It’s okay; I’m okay." . . . . .
11 May, 2021 - Life
When You Feel Nothing
“When things don't go the way you want them to,
sometimes instead of feeling disappointment or heartache,
you just become numb.” ― April Mae Monterrosa
The day I lost my husband, I cried myself to everything.
I cried and cried and cried until . . . . .
